there. and so i didnt get live ops this time round:) im not exceptionally sad YET. i think it prolly hasnt sunk into me.

1. You asked me for help. i always agree. i know you are stressed. i tell you to relax. you tell me you are sorry for troubling me. thats not what i want to hear. im glad i can help. im glad you asked me. im glad you cared when i needed help. or at least i thought. then why is this time so different?

2. You are always there. somehow somewhat. Everytime you seem to be able to tell what i am going to say. you know i need to talk. you know it. you just do. im thankful for you. really. you are different from someone i know. and thankyou(:

strong urge to know more about... so many things. i want to know,please.